I went home. at 9 30. tonight, just in time. to miss my. friends chug. 30 cans of beer. and watch tv. But what’s new? Ill just catch. that tomorrow. because we’ve. been on. repeat. for years. We’re that sitcom that everyone loves but without the funny jokes or happy endings. But that’s a tired cliché and I’m tired of dealing with it. I want to be proud of our achievements but we constantly cheapen it. Just like the cheap alcohol we buy to inundate our senses and convince ourselves we’re falling in love. with everyone else. Fuck that, I don’t want to be sober any way. I’m living in starlight and daydreams and your clad in sunlight still breathing. What an unfortunate coincidence you know, you know! I’ve waited for so long for this but nothings going to change. Youre going to stay the same emotionally depressed wreck that I hate.
So Ill get up tomorrow and Ill realize Ive wasted the best times of my life sitting here worrying whats alright to think. Ive been listening to my mom make half serious jokes about killing herself and I really want to know why every things so bad.
So some time ill have to get up and face my fears about the real world but right now im paralyzed.
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